Dominatrix By Design part 2

No, I had not been active on any scene at all. I had never even entertained the thought of letting these demons out. I had been extremely busy white-knuckling it my entire life.  I had fought a good and valiant fight for many years but over time, I  learned to respect the demons that I speak of.

I never read 50 Shades of Grey even though they have a purpose of collecting dust on my antique bookshelf. I never had the slightest urge to see Magic Mike. I didn’t possess the desires that were commonplace and popular among my peers. I was a loving mother, driven by love of my children and by being the polar opposite of my very own mother.

I wasn’t happy but I had mastered a craft to almost perfection. I am an actress worthy of recognition from the academy.

Pretending was my most precious escape.

Although I loathed myself for it, I had sold out and I knew it.